February 2012
2 posts
Hey Tumblr, it’s been a while. :3
January 2012
46 posts
sometimes i think about you when i’m not supposed to and well it really breaks me in half. i’m a walking two-faced freak show. i heard the ‘oof’ while i was walking passed commoners. what a buffoon.
YOU DRIVE ME NUTSSSSSS.
when i’m drunk all i think about is him then i do stupid things… like last weekend? i totally rocked it in all the bad ways.
All people are inherently evil.
I used to spend so much time on Tumblr. Not anymore!
“I told you so.” These absurd decisions I have made have finally become the items of a blacklist. I feel like I am struggling to gasp for air now, but no matter how much energy I input, the surface seems to swim away from me. Why did I do the things I did this weekend? Why is it that I cannot avoid drama unless I am invisible?
You always manage to make me cry.
what a fun weekend. who am i.
this house reminds me of alex’s
lololololololol i am such a retard. go home alone even though i could have gone home with someone else but that would have been a worse decision. oh what, oh what instead? i dig my memory for comfort. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha i dont want to drink people. sooo muchhh pressureeeeee
Amazing people keep me going!
bowling today. bad memories.
I’ll admit that I’m quite a sadist.
BTW, Tumblr, I lost about 5 pounds in the past week. I am very proud of myself and once I reach my goal, I might be not existent at all.
I hate when the dashboard is spammed with happy birthdays. Whatever, cheers to your birthdays people.
I’ve thought about it - meeting someone online who is totally like me, but isn’t a creep, just a lover of a sort, who won’t think I’m creepy … or can but think it’s just a cute thing anyways. hahahahahahahahaahahaaha
“Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply...”
– Lao Tzu (via neknekmo)
I want to make my own decisions, family. Please, please just give me time. It’s not the end of the world yet but to force me to make a decision will only make me not want to do anything more.
“The fact was that they functioned well together, and they had a connection as...”
– The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo
I turn 22 in 10 days. 1/23/12. I love patterns. I can’t wait till 1/23/21 or 1/23/45. What a phenomena. Patterns.
The Black Keys + Arctic Monkeys? I wish I had monies.
I have been hoping that I would fuck my health bad enough so that it would take my life. It turns out that my bloodwork results came back all normal compared to last year… so I was killing myself without knowing it? The doctor agrees with me that there is no point in living the old ages. It is then that you can only care about the medical bills and sicknesses. Life is so short. I just want...
I feel so bad. Sometimes I wish some people don’t deserve some thing. When they don’t get it, I get so crushed as if it was my fault.
Although inappropriate, the hipster hitler meme is increasingly popular and hilarious. http://www.quickmeme.com/Hipster-Hitler/?upcoming
DAMMIT SOMEONE TELL ME WHO WAS THE ONE WHO INTRODUCED PUSCIFER TO ME. WHY DOES IT SOUND SO FAMILIAR. Going through all these songs from live bands coming to Austin is very gruesome. I realized how I am NOT open to all genres. It’s impossible for me to enjoy it just as much as another. Favorite genre: experimental electronica
musik blog: http://missymewmewziks.tumblr.com/
he went skiing for 6 days.
Resolutions:
1. Friends will be friends. Enemies will be enemies. There are people whom I need to cut off from my life. The hardest thing to do is letting go, and I don’t want to do it, but I need to.
2. To prevent my plans from going out into public. To start over, I don’t want people knowing about my past.
3. To follow God more closely. To live each day like I mean it and not...
December 2011
33 posts
“I must tell you that I was always afraid of the fury with which I loved you. It...”
– Unknown (via atomos)